Absent In Breath :​:​: Despondent In Force // Beaten Down :​:​: Tread Upon // If Apathy Is Death Then I've Been Living Under Soil // Burdened :​:​: The Bridge Collapses // Absent :​:​: Night Begins To Fall // The Island Will Disappear

by Natty Gray and James Doesn't Exist

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    Limited run of ten tapes on purple cassettes and turquoise shells.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Absent In Breath ::: Despondent In Force // Beaten Down ::: Tread Upon // If Apathy Is Death Then I've Been Living Under Soil // Burdened ::: The Bridge Collapses // Absent ::: Night Begins To Fall // The Island Will Disappear via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

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Split album between experimental/noise artist and solo DIY grind group, James Doesn't Exist.

Very special, very kind, very rare.

Extreme music and DIY.

Released on a limited run of ten cassette tapes through Cult Love Sound Tapes.

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Natty Gray Tulsa, Oklahoma

Discography of various DIY genres made in peoples' bedrooms, garages, basements, attics, etc.

I co-run a cassette tape, art, and sound/music label called Cult Love.

A lot of different stuff.

All music featured here are various projects I have participated in.
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Track Name: James Doesn't Exist - Gifts
This aint the first time
And it's never the last time
So believe me when I say
I hope you're ready for today
Hopelessly entagled
In a silver lining
The thoughts can go so far
But the plot is underlying
Beat around the bush
Because nothing will attack you
But the fear I have to give
Will be back to haunt you
Track Name: James Doesn't Exist - Immobile
Can We Just Stop
I see
Oh God
He sees
I'm me
I know you may not be the holy one
But you dont present yourself like you want me to believe
Please believe
You say that I cant speak
My mind is silent and my words are numb
So show me fucking how
DUMB CUNT
You say that I cant speak
My mind is silent and my words are numb
So show me how
Dumb cunt
I know you may not be the holy one
But you dont present yourself like you want me to believe
Please believe
Track Name: James Doesn't Exist - Only Bile Remains
Always room for learning
I feel my head exploding
Maybe now is the time
To stop acting so grossly
I want to
Conquer all
But I can't
The world calls
It needs me
In my place
You don't help
You disgrace
Sudden
Hate me
I wish
You knew
I lived
Putrid
For you
Track Name: James Doesn't Exist - I Will Be Optimistic
You And I Are Alive At The Same Time
I wish I could explain this concept
So simple in theory
But impossible to truly grasp
And it's beautiful
It's beautiful
we can't understand
Thank you life
Thank you life
I love you
I love everything
And You and i are alive at the same time
Track Name: James Doesn't Exist - The Way Out Of This World Leaves You As Bloody As When You Arrived
Suicide is seeming more and more like an option every day
At one point it was my only thought
I fought it back
But I can see it around the corner again
I’m still fighting
I want to make it through this
I just don’t think I can
I don’t think anyone cares if I do
Me, anymore