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Absent In Breath :​:​: Despondent In Force // Beaten Down :​:​: Tread Upon // If Apathy Is Death Then I've Been Living Under Soil // Burdened :​:​: The Bridge Collapses // Absent :​:​: Night Begins To Fall // The Island Will Disappear

by Natty Gray and James Doesn't Exist

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    Limited run of ten tapes on purple cassettes and turquoise shells.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Absent In Breath ::: Despondent In Force // Beaten Down ::: Tread Upon // If Apathy Is Death Then I've Been Living Under Soil // Burdened ::: The Bridge Collapses // Absent ::: Night Begins To Fall // The Island Will Disappear via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

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This aint the first time And it's never the last time So believe me when I say I hope you're ready for today Hopelessly entagled In a silver lining The thoughts can go so far But the plot is underlying Beat around the bush Because nothing will attack you But the fear I have to give Will be back to haunt you
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Can We Just Stop I see Oh God He sees I'm me I know you may not be the holy one But you dont present yourself like you want me to believe Please believe You say that I cant speak My mind is silent and my words are numb So show me fucking how DUMB CUNT You say that I cant speak My mind is silent and my words are numb So show me how Dumb cunt I know you may not be the holy one But you dont present yourself like you want me to believe Please believe
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Always room for learning I feel my head exploding Maybe now is the time To stop acting so grossly I want to Conquer all But I can't The world calls It needs me In my place You don't help You disgrace Sudden Hate me I wish You knew I lived Putrid For you
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You And I Are Alive At The Same Time I wish I could explain this concept So simple in theory But impossible to truly grasp And it's beautiful It's beautiful we can't understand Thank you life Thank you life I love you I love everything And You and i are alive at the same time
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Suicide is seeming more and more like an option every day At one point it was my only thought I fought it back But I can see it around the corner again I’m still fighting I want to make it through this I just don’t think I can I don’t think anyone cares if I do Me, anymore

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Split album between experimental/noise artist and solo DIY grind group, James Doesn't Exist.

Very special, very kind, very rare.

Extreme music and DIY.

Released on a limited run of ten cassette tapes through Cult Love Sound Tapes.

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